Mixed "Emotions"

Well this past week I had my first set of classes that started on Wednesday. I love my schedule, my professors seem great, but that's not what this post is about. Ever since Sunday even up until today and a few days to follow, it seems as if nothin but "bad" stuff is happenin and goin on in my close friends' lives. However, lately in my own life....everything's been goin rather smoothly and "great" really. So, should I be bummed about what's goin on in my friends' lives or overly joyed for what's goin on in mine? Can I be both at once? Or is this a cruel sign that I'm next for somethin to be goin "wrong" in my own life? I know life gets rough, but it seems like i've been hearin nothin but the rough side lately from the ones I love (outside of my fam of course) I know everything will work itself out in the end, but I kind of wish that the good endin is now, but that's not gonna happen :/ I guess all I can do is pray. And I've honestly have been doing a lousy job of even just that. I don't even know how God and I are right now, I need to get on that....that's a post for another time I guess lol